alls fair in love and..wait loves not fair!!!

So since my last great update of life i have stopped talking to the guy i was talking to and started dating another. Well if your asking if this one is gonna last the answer is NO. I was basicaly filling you in that there was another guy but alas I ended things with him too. lol He was perfect. Well okay in girl world when we say what would be great in a guy ie( he sends good morning text, he agrees with whatever I say, he would go anywhere to see me, he calls me beautiful all the time) he was perfect..but not for moi. I have actually beaten my two week rule though, he lasted almost a month...two days short actually. Which I can say that if me and Dishaal were actually together when we were talking he would have the record at like four months. So I know that if anyone has read my other blogs I usually ramble on about a guy and all that good stuff and i have probably bored yall outa your minds. (  I am southern so yes I say yall). so I will end my guy topic on the fact that I am now bak to talking to Dishaal...well not exactly talking because we both like being single and have no time what so ever to even consider a relationship but in basic form we are talking at night regularly and making out (since Im abstinent that is the extent of sexual content). so on to the actual topic that I was thinkin about...graduation. I am graduating in basically 62 days!!!! then my mom is getting married. yes right after my grand moment of adulthood my mother has decided to tie the knot to a guy that loves the fact that the world revolves around her. Which im not sayin that me and my mom dont get along, she just has this mentality where its allllllll about her. I live with my dad so of course she doesnt really have to take care of me and i have a job so I have expenses covered but really she could at least want to help me out and be involved with what I do and wear and stuff. I feel that she just doesnt know what to do with me...she had me at sixteen and out of 17 years she has been a major part like...6. So you can see where I find it a little unfair. I have a little brother though...and of course he was the wanted one and of course he is a planet on her solar system...I feel like a comet..in and out of her solar system not really fazing anything....but yeah graduation should be fun..Im thinking of singing "for good" from Wicked! which I have officially seen this pawst weekend and of course it was beyond wonderfulllll! and since my grades are reasonably good I will hopefully graduate with high honors....alright enough of this i really need to do virtual school. =)